Thoughts of the Worm

Trust your gut. When you believe in somethin ....  anythin - just go for it. that "something" isnt important, "believing" is! ehem... so when you "believe", make sure you "achieve" it. Blind belief doesnt never serves the purpose. Keep it simple. "Want" something - "Get" it. "Don't want" something - "Leave" it. For heaven's sake, please.. please stop the emotional icing over it. Yes - I know it gets heavy at times and you want to drown into a well full of tears and self-pity and god-knows-what-crap... but finally it's what you actually want that you get. To many this might even sound like some pathetic pigeon-head doing a self-pacification melodrama at the peak of her crises - which by the way without any surprise is true. :) Few years down the line if by god's grace I'm alive, hale and hearty with the motivation to keep this blog filled with ramblings ... am going to have a good...

Slow it down - Make it stop or else my heart is gonna pop! Cuz its too much  Yeah it's a lot ~ The Show Really not much in the flow of writing tonight. However, I want to write out something - there's too much in that tiny little mind of mine :) It's a riddle or probably some kind of joke - am pretty sure this will pass too, just like the regular days - a little more eager than usual to wake up! :) Why do people do things that "they don't mean to do" ? what does that mean? What must one make out of it? Whatever.... But if you'd decided to NOT do something and it happens once... twice, then you can be sure that it would definitely happen the third.. and fourth.. and x^n times! So what do we do to avoid it? Simple - I repeat - Straight Cut Throat - Stop everything and 'everyone' that would influence you to do it. They are simply an overhead to your life. You have every right be happy - without any guilt - without any fear - wit...

This shouldn't affect us. If it does, something is definitely wrong with us. You cannot should not stay in a relationship if the other person blackmails you emotionally or threatens to harm himself/herself physically. You fall for it - stay with the person just because of these reasons and lo behold.. your future is in mess, people around you are stressed, you both are stressed! That's really bad, isn't it? Stop being selfish. If it's not working out, get to a counselor and try to work it out or simply move on. Why trouble the entire world with things just not required? Why force somebody to stay.. it doesn't work this way... will prove to be fatal in the long run.  People like these get on my nerves. If grownups cannot handle their lives, does not mean they have the rights to destroy the lives of people around them - they need to consult and cure themselves - not bring the sky down seeking attention. Blackmailing, threatening self-harm... seriously gu...

"Friends come and go... Family and true love stays forever - they will never keep you hanged or in doubt."  And that's something I will remember for a life time. Thanks buddy - you always enlighten me with your 'tips from the king' - you always tell me what I SHOULD be doing when I lose focus, when I lose the jest for things and when the terrible emotional-ME begins to flap her wings to soar high! ;p ;p  You are always here and you know when I need that kick in a full throttle - a kick to get me back to my senses.  - You 'delete' people from my cellphone ('the-temporary-solution-tip') ! *frown* - You 'write' on Whatsapp *frowns again* - You 'walk me' through places for self-realization *frowns* - You 'taste' the curry ... add extra salt to it and crib it's salty! *stares* - You 'read' me when I turn poker-face *grins* - You 'calm' me when I turn nuts *smiles* - You 'leave'...

Let's say you're traveling with a bunch of buddies. One of your close people (who isn't a part on the trip) and you are having an on and off SMS conversation. You're not ignoring your trip buddies and having a good time. At the same time you keep the SMS conversation on. This is a good picture, isn't it? Well, then one of your trip buddies gets really pissed off over this. He tries to grab your phone and yells at you to stop the SMS conv - well, this being none of his business. And again he goes - "concentrate on your friends around right now". You do feel bad and embarrassed, yet end the SMS-conv with that person of yours and "concentrate" on the group. Sounds okay till now? After an hour or so, this very 'pissed-bud' (that's what I'm gonna call him henceforth) calls his family to get the address of some resort where his mum and her office mates have been put up for some weekend trip. He is then involved in a looong conversa...

Mom - 'What about marriage?'  Daughter - 'Whats the need for marriage? Can't you see how happy I am right now?' Mom - 'That's not how life goes dear.. you're happy right now, but then many years down the line, you'll need someone to be there beside you..' Daughter - 'Not really.. I really don't think I'll ever feel that way. I've had enough with this need of having someone beside me. It's not my destiny.' Mom - 'Not all men are alike. There will definitely be someone out there who you'll be able to sync with..' Daughter  (to herself) - 'I already had that someone..but that's not possible. I failed to understand and also misinterpreted a few things , it's a signal that I ain't ready for this.' (to mom) - 'Leave it mom...' Mom - 'I'm not taking this from you anymore. You better let me know If I can go ahead with the man-hunting for you or are you already se...

What happens to the molten rock that is thrown out by the volcano after the explosion? - Turns into a good sturdy rock after going through all the "solidification" and "cooling" process. And what happens to the emotions that are thrown out by you after a self-realization? - Turn into a good sturdy "you" after going through all the "pain" and "self-pacifying" process. Bring down the sky or let out the molten rock - doesn't matter. It's over. "It's Over" doesn't mean you let go of everything. The lava rock will never forget the process it went through - it simply can't. What does it do? Accept the fact that it was destined to be formed after going through the high temperature unlike the other rocks that must have never been through such a process. But it doesn't stop hoping that one fine day a tiny life will grow on it and blossom into a beautiful tree. Neither does its love for the "proce...

Give a f***k to people who are UNSURE about your place in their life. Yes, it does make you feel bad at times, recalling the moments you spent together, but it isn't worth remembering those moments. Whats the  use of going through all the pain and tears - when you know its not going to work. Whats the use of drowning yourself into alcohol, drugs and other evil temptations just to divert yourself from the pain some unworthy freak gave you? You cannot destroy your precious life for someone so stupid to keep you as an OPTION in their life. You're life is not worth that... its something that you're blessed with just once... just once and you don't have the least idea when you'll be forced to leave it - and all you do is cry and spend precious moments in remembering how good it "WAS". Solution? - "Prevention is better than cure" - never fall for it. :) Zimble. Nothing is more dreadful than falling into something you aren't  made for. It...

How can somebody love someone so much that they hate their feeling of 'love' for the other person? It sends a chill down her spine when she remembers their moments spent together - It was just perfect... little fights - a punch here and a tickle there, messing up his neatly set hair, fighting for the biggest piece of pizza or garlic bread, singing the most weirdest song in the car together, trying out a cig - puking after taking the first puff and promising never to have it again, swearing every time never to talk with each other on realizing their paths are different, doing the strangle-drama every time she calls him by a very-specific-funny-name, yelling at him when he forgets his meal card and then borrows it from a friend, yelling at him for having some stupid fries over a good dinner, getting an elevated blood pressure when the car runs on petrol instead of cng which finally lands them up waiting for over an hour at the gas station, not letting her play 'fruit-s...

Some are just meant to be there... Be it any god damn situation you are in, they are there. They frustrate you, They so love to trouble you, They help you, They care for you, They love you. They are just like another part of you... You might have taken some time to realize that, but then deep within you always knew that they are The Ones. Thanks for being there Yesterday and Today... hope you'll be there in the coming days too! :)

Every look of you reminds me of what big a mistake I committed. Therefore, I stopped looking at you. Somehow I know that something better awaits me in life. It is important that we forgive ourselves for making mistakes.  We need to learn from our errors and move on.

Sometimes it's the best to leave a few people in the past... and move on like nothing ever happened ... it's worth it, especially in the long run; don't drain yourself of all the energy - save it for some supernatural intervention. :) Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do.

WHAT IS IT WITH YOU GUYS!??? What pleasure do you get in taking control over the female counterpart?? You guys want to control every aspect of a woman - her time, her space, her money... everything! For a female- Her time is your time Her space is your space Her car is your car Her phone is your phone Her money is your money If she wants to gift something to her parents, she is wasting her money! When she calls you just to ensure you are safe, all she gets to hear is - 'I'm no more a kid. Don't irritate' On the contrary, this is how you guys react - 'I need time' 'I need space' 'I can't let a female drive my car' 'It's my phone! how could you possibly even go through it?' 'I've put in so much efforts to earn this money, so it's mine' 'My parents have done so much for me - we should gift them' When you call her and she doesn't pick up the call due to som...

I woke up at 7:00 in the morning.....perplexed. There have been a few things that have taken over my mind since a couple of weeks. So very unable to convince myself. And what's more- I've started getting nightmares about them. It all began with.. umm..well.. let me put it this way - How does it feel when you see a well-plotted-political-drama in action right in front of your eyes and all you do it just stare at it? You struggle to come out of it, try to convey the actors that you are aware of the plot only to realize that your 'trying-to-let-them-know' is just being ignored. Just think of it this way - Few people who you look upto (*note-you reallllly admire) carry out a plan (not totally against you, but somehow affecting you and making a fool out of you) assuming you are a dumbass, put it into action (well, luckily this time you notice it) and when you try to confess, Oh-dear! they are doing their job - the blame is all on you - 'It was You who dint do it r...

Been a long time I penned my daily ramblings - 1) Been through a lot of ups n downs in life. 2) The 'downs' have helped me emerge as a much stronger person. 3) The 'ups' have helped me stay calm and enjoy the success and be grateful to everything in life. 4) Learned something that must be shared with you - 'Fall in Love and then Commit... Rollback is a tough task!' 5) 'Love', 'Trust' and 'Security' go hand-in-hand. It's tough to find a person with these qualities - and if you do, treasure that person. :)) 6) 'Mistakes' happen. We're only humans to commit mistakes. Accept them and move ahead. Life doesn't end after every mistake. I never felt so right before I need to be with you much more I can't believe this kind of fate We can runaway I would want to share thoughts on 'Mistakes' tomorrow. :)