into a nightmare!

I woke up at 7:00 in the morning.....perplexed. There have been a few things that have taken over my mind since a couple of weeks. So very unable to convince myself. And what's more- I've started getting nightmares about them.

It all began with.. umm..well.. let me put it this way -

How does it feel when you see a well-plotted-political-drama in action right in front of your eyes and all you do it just stare at it? You struggle to come out of it, try to convey the actors that you are aware of the plot only to realize that your 'trying-to-let-them-know' is just being ignored. Just think of it this way - Few people who you look upto (*note-you reallllly admire) carry out a plan (not totally against you, but somehow affecting you and making a fool out of you) assuming you are a dumbass, put it into action (well, luckily this time you notice it) and when you try to confess, Oh-dear! they are doing their job - the blame is all on you - 'It was You who dint do it right. You disappointed me... blah blah blah'

Believe me guys, its been weeks these series of 'my-world-has-changed-forever' events took place and somehow I can't seem to get them out of my mind. My perception about a few people I've been working with, have changed altogether... thanks to those couple of incidents! It's hard for me to digest this fact and keep up hopes that I shall start to believe in them again. Every time I see them, converse with them, I unconsciously develop this preconceived notion that some trouble could be on cards.

Anyway, just keeping the green lights ON for some time. Hope-ingly, Fingers-crossed-ingly ... the correct lane would show up.

When the world says 'give up'
Hope whispers... 'Try it one more time'