Thoughts of the Worm

I wasnt there for him. When he was angry, I should have been there to pacify him. When he was sad, I should have been there to cheer him up (like on valentine’s day with the Guava mastani) and then give him his time to recover. I should have trusted him more. Believed in him. Should have stopped blaming him for things I knew he has not done. I should have been his support system. Apart from his friends too. Supported him in all his decisions and say. Stood by him in public and correct him personally when he was wrong. Appreciated his time that he spent away from his friends for me, to be with me. He gave up his daily routine for me. He gave into my tantrums of being with me every single day. I took away his space. Shared more of my personal life with him. should have discussed and asked more questions on life goals. Should have discussed more on expectations, values and way of living and gotten alignment with each other. Appreciated and respected more. Given him the space he needed. An...

Is it okay, gaagu; That I laughed a little today I could not hold myself back Just as the other day I couldn’t hold back the tears Don’t blame me please. Don’t even hate me a little. I was at a shopping mall, when one tiny face came dancing towards me And showed me a stuffed owl, similar to the one I brought for you on your birthday I just looked at him and laughed a little. Is it okay? That I ate a burger at KFC I was just on my way back home yesterday And felt hungry since I hadn’t eaten anything You visit KFC whenever they have something new, dont you? The one I ate, was way too oily Wonder if the bitter drops of sweet memories mixed with the oil made it even more greasy Is it okay? That i wanted to watch a movie That I went out and brought two bottles of tuborg I wanted to drink while watching Devdas followed by Casablanca arent these two your favorites and you dint want to watch them with me? that we ended up watching casablanca though Wonder if it was the movie or the beer or...