Thoughts of the Worm

Avi's post on Childhood days, took me to my past where life was filled with the radiance of innocence. I look back and all I see is a girl unaware of the world and its crazy twists flowing at her own pace. So I asked mum, if she remembers me doing any kind of silly things as a kid... and here is the list: 1) When I was something one, I used to nibble at shoes! (pukes). And thanks to this, people were'nt allowed to enter home with shoes. Even the shoe rack was placed outside till I eventually discovered 'shoes' are yuck to be nibbled at. :P 2) My neighbor and I used to throw eggs from his balcony onto the ground! Another person had quoted why dunt we throw it into their hands... atleast they wud have a nice breakfast! :P 3) I hit a guy friend with a brick all beacuse he was getting ready to hit me with a bigger brick and that scared me! I still see that scar on his forehead. ;) 4) I used to lock up everyone in rooms. Bathroom, bedroom, storeroom, kitchen... God damn ever...

Things around you define your stability in life. If you are sad, it shows no matter what facade you wear. If you are happy, then its bliss all around. And right now... I have super-bliss hovering over me, atleast thats what I believe. Touchwood! :D I guess a few here know what its all about! :P At times, we think too low of ourselves when things dont take a turn as per our wish. We gradually underestimate ourselves. When things go bad, just hang on. Your time is on the verge of a new beginning. 'Hanging on' and 'Letting go' - these two can change you life completely - either for good or for bad. When you feel it's time to let go off a few things, let them go, just let them go. If its meant to be yours, it'll come back, but for now its time to let go. I did the same, and when it was back, I felt blessed :) Sometimes you have to 'wait'. This 'wait' could for a certain period- short, long, very long. But never forever. Times during this 'wait...

One of the best things I learned in the past few months is how to rankle people :P 1)  Show no emotional temperament when the person you are talking to wants to express something. Remember... act like you have no Ears! 2) Always have a different view! Always!... even if you agree to the views of the other person.. change your opinions instantly! 3) Make sure the other person agrees to what you say. Bang their head or yell from the chat window... they should agree to you! 4) If you like Amrita Rao and the other person knows it.... disagree immediately! Say you like Kareena! :D *pukes* 5) If someone advises you something... say it on their face that you don't need any advice from them. :P 6) If you know something they don't like... torture them with that! \m/ 7) I know everything, you know nothing! <-- awesome attitude 8)  Laugh like a pest -->  hiiiihhhuuuhaaahiiiiihaaahuuuu 9) Write everything in CAPS. :D 10) Always be Indecisive and Skeptical......

Life is funny and ofcourse a helluva experience. Some incidents in life happen not to make you acidulous, but to amend you and in the end you discover your strengths & weakness. You have no anguish against anyone, and you smile since you now know "who" really cares... You broach to your newly discovered dimensions and I've realized... that I seriously have this aversion for people who are not sure about anything in life and who are always befuddled. You aren't safe (yes, I mean it) with them cuz their fluctuating thoughts may land you in a soup one day. So my sincere advice to all... please be sure of your decisions to have a rocking life else you are bound to lose out on things that matter to you the most.. if it really does! To others who feel they have such people around them, please for God sake, run for life. Being blurt in decision-making hasn't helped anyone as of yet, except in destroying lives. I believe they have this tendency to spread negativity...