Thoughts of the Worm

I have heard people saying, 'Forget your Past... Your Future is More Important.' I say, HOW? How can something that is not yet seen be more important than what is happening. How can it be more important than my Present? In fact My Past, My Present and My Future.. All are Mine. All define me and not just my Present. I'm what I am, because of my Past. I will be what I'm suppose to be because of my Present which will be my Past in Future. If I forget that, I'll lose everything- My Present and My Future. My past - good or bad, its Mine. Nothing can take it away from me. Nothing can make me forget it. (except for Aamir's Gajini-Short term memory loss ;)) I can do just two things.. 1. For Good memories : Cherish them 2. For Bad memories : Learn from it and move ahead. I believe, GOD, a supernatural power does exist. People say, "Nature Existed" Ok Agreed. But who made it happen? GOD. What made it happen? GOD. What made GOD happen? Nature. Back to Square One,...

Ok this is first time I'm Tagged. And Avi tagged me on such a post that I'd to think not once or twice but .... oh forget it, I've lost the count. So, I've got to put down something that is 'anti-to-each-other' in me. Initially, it was hard for me to accept that I'm very contradictory. Though I've always had this contradictory feeling about Life, I was never ready to accept it. what feeling about life you ask? Its the horror of life and the ecstasy of life that go together for me, yet they stand far apart. When questioned 'hows life going on?' I pause for a moment and wonder, what do I say? "How is my Life? Is it good? No, it's bad. But no, life has always been good." A part of my life is great. I love being here. It's fun. Then at the same time, life seems just like another 'going-through-the-hell' journey. While struggling to keep up with others in the race, I literally forgot what it means to be carefree. No I'...

They accept their madness, yet they soak in it. They dance as if they have no care in the world . She calls him a kid, and he sees the wounded child in her, wearing a defiant smile Fighting odds, emerging victorious. She stirs the child in him again. He feels at ease to see that smile on her lips.

At times I truly feel I don't have the latent to stand up to everyone's expectations! Avin's post, "an excellent remainder" actually put me to think. Why do we forget ourselves and dance to the tune of the universe. Why is it that we desperately crave to go ahead of time and once we are there, we long to go back to our past? Though I've never understood life's concepts, I assume, the reason is all because we are humans and so we follow the norm of being unsatisfied with what we have. We dream of living a luxurious life; a life where we want happiness, a life where we can only smile. In an attempt to achieve this 'all' we drain ourselves so much to the core that we finally end up realizing we haven't lived our lives at all. Responsibilities and Expectations weigh us down and we tend to become hackneyed. We try to smile through everything. Now for a change, as they say, Life is not a Bed of Roses, let's be practical and accept the fact; Lif...

Finally this semester's over Learned a few things: 1) Leave childhood monsters behind. They will no longer come in our way if we are determined. 2) "Hope". We hope , that's why we are.  3) We make mistakes, hence we learn.  4) Stay strong even in the worst storm. It easy being a stone.. but if you got to be one, just be. GOD wants us to be strong. Hence he makes us  go through hell. 5) Bad things have no end.  I have stepped in this world of agony. A world full of wicked people. I would be recognized, not by what I am, but what I posses.... my skills, my knowledge are the only belongings I've to hold on to. Since I work my way, people assume I try to be different, which is so untrue. But I wont lose myself just to show off that I am with the crowd. I have the most precious thing in this world - ME. We must accept finite disappointment, but never loose infinite hope. -- Martin Luther King, Jr.

I sit alone watching them eating their pie the knife covered with remains the perfect slices trigger my taste buds Oh how I wish I had a slice of pie They all laugh and chuckle As they take more bites of the delight Ignoring me as if I'm a ghost to them Dead to the world Damn, I just wanted my slice of pie They didn't give it to me I never did anything to them I just wanted my pie So I took the knife One by one I cut their throats One by one I ate their pie I had the whole pie Bliss hit my veins Happiness flooded my body Sitting there Looking at my blood stained hands I laughed and smiled As I watched them lay there Lifeless.