Thoughts of the Worm

Trust your gut. When you believe in somethin ....  anythin - just go for it. that "something" isnt important, "believing" is! ehem... so when you "believe", make sure you "achieve" it. Blind belief doesnt never serves the purpose. Keep it simple. "Want" something - "Get" it. "Don't want" something - "Leave" it. For heaven's sake, please.. please stop the emotional icing over it. Yes - I know it gets heavy at times and you want to drown into a well full of tears and self-pity and god-knows-what-crap... but finally it's what you actually want that you get. To many this might even sound like some pathetic pigeon-head doing a self-pacification melodrama at the peak of her crises - which by the way without any surprise is true. :) Few years down the line if by god's grace I'm alive, hale and hearty with the motivation to keep this blog filled with ramblings ... am going to have a good...

Slow it down - Make it stop or else my heart is gonna pop! Cuz its too much  Yeah it's a lot ~ The Show Really not much in the flow of writing tonight. However, I want to write out something - there's too much in that tiny little mind of mine :) It's a riddle or probably some kind of joke - am pretty sure this will pass too, just like the regular days - a little more eager than usual to wake up! :) Why do people do things that "they don't mean to do" ? what does that mean? What must one make out of it? Whatever.... But if you'd decided to NOT do something and it happens once... twice, then you can be sure that it would definitely happen the third.. and fourth.. and x^n times! So what do we do to avoid it? Simple - I repeat - Straight Cut Throat - Stop everything and 'everyone' that would influence you to do it. They are simply an overhead to your life. You have every right be happy - without any guilt - without any fear - wit...

This shouldn't affect us. If it does, something is definitely wrong with us. You cannot should not stay in a relationship if the other person blackmails you emotionally or threatens to harm himself/herself physically. You fall for it - stay with the person just because of these reasons and lo behold.. your future is in mess, people around you are stressed, you both are stressed! That's really bad, isn't it? Stop being selfish. If it's not working out, get to a counselor and try to work it out or simply move on. Why trouble the entire world with things just not required? Why force somebody to stay.. it doesn't work this way... will prove to be fatal in the long run.  People like these get on my nerves. If grownups cannot handle their lives, does not mean they have the rights to destroy the lives of people around them - they need to consult and cure themselves - not bring the sky down seeking attention. Blackmailing, threatening self-harm... seriously gu...

"Friends come and go... Family and true love stays forever - they will never keep you hanged or in doubt."  And that's something I will remember for a life time. Thanks buddy - you always enlighten me with your 'tips from the king' - you always tell me what I SHOULD be doing when I lose focus, when I lose the jest for things and when the terrible emotional-ME begins to flap her wings to soar high! ;p ;p  You are always here and you know when I need that kick in a full throttle - a kick to get me back to my senses.  - You 'delete' people from my cellphone ('the-temporary-solution-tip') ! *frown* - You 'write' on Whatsapp *frowns again* - You 'walk me' through places for self-realization *frowns* - You 'taste' the curry ... add extra salt to it and crib it's salty! *stares* - You 'read' me when I turn poker-face *grins* - You 'calm' me when I turn nuts *smiles* - You 'leave'...

Let's say you're traveling with a bunch of buddies. One of your close people (who isn't a part on the trip) and you are having an on and off SMS conversation. You're not ignoring your trip buddies and having a good time. At the same time you keep the SMS conversation on. This is a good picture, isn't it? Well, then one of your trip buddies gets really pissed off over this. He tries to grab your phone and yells at you to stop the SMS conv - well, this being none of his business. And again he goes - "concentrate on your friends around right now". You do feel bad and embarrassed, yet end the SMS-conv with that person of yours and "concentrate" on the group. Sounds okay till now? After an hour or so, this very 'pissed-bud' (that's what I'm gonna call him henceforth) calls his family to get the address of some resort where his mum and her office mates have been put up for some weekend trip. He is then involved in a looong conversa...

Mom - 'What about marriage?'  Daughter - 'Whats the need for marriage? Can't you see how happy I am right now?' Mom - 'That's not how life goes dear.. you're happy right now, but then many years down the line, you'll need someone to be there beside you..' Daughter - 'Not really.. I really don't think I'll ever feel that way. I've had enough with this need of having someone beside me. It's not my destiny.' Mom - 'Not all men are alike. There will definitely be someone out there who you'll be able to sync with..' Daughter  (to herself) - 'I already had that someone..but that's not possible. I failed to understand and also misinterpreted a few things , it's a signal that I ain't ready for this.' (to mom) - 'Leave it mom...' Mom - 'I'm not taking this from you anymore. You better let me know If I can go ahead with the man-hunting for you or are you already se...

What happens to the molten rock that is thrown out by the volcano after the explosion? - Turns into a good sturdy rock after going through all the "solidification" and "cooling" process. And what happens to the emotions that are thrown out by you after a self-realization? - Turn into a good sturdy "you" after going through all the "pain" and "self-pacifying" process. Bring down the sky or let out the molten rock - doesn't matter. It's over. "It's Over" doesn't mean you let go of everything. The lava rock will never forget the process it went through - it simply can't. What does it do? Accept the fact that it was destined to be formed after going through the high temperature unlike the other rocks that must have never been through such a process. But it doesn't stop hoping that one fine day a tiny life will grow on it and blossom into a beautiful tree. Neither does its love for the "proce...