Being True starts here!
Now - this is the second post of the day. Just seconds after my first post of the day. I want to start saying the truth to myself and to others.
Truth no 1 - I was married in 2010 and got separated in 2012 (either in April or in July)
This by far has been the hardest truth for me to accept. Why have I been running from this? Society. Though I like to fight against the society norms, this phase just kicked me hard in my ass. I dont give a damn about people calling me liar if I choose to not talk or highlight about this. Is it wrong? I dont know - Not talking about this keeps me neutral in a crowd. I wish to start fresh... erase this phase and have people who understand - but that is just not happening. AS used to bring out this topic even though he knew it hurt me. Just a dog who likes to control every relation.
Truth no 2 - I love people, being with them gives me energy.... but, I love my space too. My home time where there is no interference. This makes me think many a times - what kind of a partner who be perfect for me? Love with space and an independent partner - who listens to my tantrums, we listen to each others life and share happenings. I love this concept and want it to happen.
Talking to NM now. Will write more later!
Truth no 1 - I was married in 2010 and got separated in 2012 (either in April or in July)
This by far has been the hardest truth for me to accept. Why have I been running from this? Society. Though I like to fight against the society norms, this phase just kicked me hard in my ass. I dont give a damn about people calling me liar if I choose to not talk or highlight about this. Is it wrong? I dont know - Not talking about this keeps me neutral in a crowd. I wish to start fresh... erase this phase and have people who understand - but that is just not happening. AS used to bring out this topic even though he knew it hurt me. Just a dog who likes to control every relation.
Truth no 2 - I love people, being with them gives me energy.... but, I love my space too. My home time where there is no interference. This makes me think many a times - what kind of a partner who be perfect for me? Love with space and an independent partner - who listens to my tantrums, we listen to each others life and share happenings. I love this concept and want it to happen.
Talking to NM now. Will write more later!
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