Thoughts of the Worm

It's been nearly 3 years our friendship came to an end, but believe me, I still remember those moments we spent playing pranks on others, sharing our worries and doubts, calling up each other by names and talking on the phone for hours together and ya also the 'chalk-fight' in college. But you see, 'Green-eyed' monsters are always lurking around. Scared with the thought that some people would bring an end to our friendship, I took some drastic steps which led to a lot of misunderstanding between us, to which you reacted in a shocking manner. I wanted to apologize you, but my ego didn't let me. Today, I leave everything behind and ask you to forgive me. I know I did wrong for misleading you that way But who was to know you would react that way I know I was wrong for lying that day But all I was trying to do was cheer you up in such a way So for that I apologize I wish I could take it back But mostly all I want is your forgiveness and trust I hope I didn’t change ...

Well, I was bored to the core today. Had lots of things to do, but I was really bugged to do them. Idiot box never attracted me so I was away from it. Just as I lay aimless, I thought of doing something really stupid which I found out to be quite interesting! Here goes my list; 1. Tired Not to think about Polar Bears. (result of watching kungfu panda ;)) This is especially hard, because by trying too much, you remember what you were trying to avoid thinking of. If you try too little, you end up thinking about polar bears anyway. Gets irritating at the end, but its fun. 2. Pretended to be a Robot Moved around with mechanical movements, adding 'zzzzzt' sounds with each motion. Pretended to have a motor broken in, say my left hand and my left eye. was fun! lol 3. Got myself as nauseated as possible was best achieved by looking straight up and spinning around. I was so dizzy I couldn't even stand up. This is also entertaining due to the "makes boredom seem a lot better...

This feeling is so weird. I was happy until morning when a realization gripped me, that one day, I too will fade away into fine dust. Yes, sudden and weird... I'm scared of death. I can't imagine staying away from the people I love, even for a second, and death will take away everything from me. I keep wondering....how would it feel while breathing my last moment? how would it feel when my soul would leave my body? how? Will it pain? Whats next after that? Will I ever remember Myself? Will I ever be able to meet the loved ones I lost in the past? I try to pacify myself saying, we came into life all alone and we shall leave all alone too. ..shucks.. but it doesn't seem to work at all. I feel as if I'm leaving myself, abandoning myself. I feel as if someone is controlling me and my life.. watching my every single move. My parents.. what would I do without them? My friends... what if something happens to them? I used to believe in not being attached to anybody in this worl...

WALL-E is such a brilliant movie. sniff sniff... the best movie ever made with the best of concepts. How cute it would have been if robots could actually have a heart! very emotional with the right pinch of humor and a lesson for mankind to learn from. Me lovezz Wall-E and Eve. Andrew Stanton... three cheers to u! You know, there comes a time, when you actually begin to feel the rise and dip of emotions along with Wall-e. You can feel the excitement and his determination to be with Eve, the way he tells the cockroach (his only friend on this planet) to wait on earth till he returns.. everything is sooo amazing! Some of 'the-very-best' scenes in the movie, was the conversation between Eve and Wall-E when they first meet... Eve: name? Wall-E: Wall-E Eve: Wall-E?? (giggles) Eve: Eve Wall-E: Eva? Eve: Eve Wall-E: Eeeeeeva? Eve: Eve Eve!! Wall-E: Eeeva? Eve: giggles (this expression is dammmmn cute) Another where Eve n Wall-E are chased by the Ship security robots. Ship's Compu...

Ask me if I want to go back, my answer would be YES! Nothing lasts forever, nothing. So the best thing I can do, is to keep those memories treasured and move on with life like I've always done. Here are a few lines for my School... Oh those beautiful school days I do miss them in many ways Free periods when we used to roam around Cool games that we used to play in the ground Small fights with friends that lasted for short duration of time Interesting classes when we were taught the nursery rhyme School lunch break when we used to share our food Punishments in class when on the bench we stood "Picnic" in school that we were excited about Free periods in class when we used to shout Now life has become hectic and has increased its pace We have to rush and struggle hard to win the life's race Sometimes I wish would those golden days come back again? When we were always happy and had no pains Oh those beautiful childhood days I do miss them in many ways.. I'm grateful ...

THE NATIONAL FLAG OF INDIA is in horizontal tricolor deep saffron at the top, white in the middle and dark green at the bottom in equal proportions. The ratio of the width to the length of the flag is 2:3 in proportion. In the center of the white band, there is a wheel in navy blue to indicate the Dharma Chakra , the wheel of law in the Sarnath Lion Capital. This center symbol or the 'CHAKRA' is a symbol dating back to 2nd century BC. I ts diameter approximates the width of the white band and it has 24 spokes, which intends to show that there is life in movement and death in stagnation. The following is an extract from the preamble to the 'Flag Code of India' as posted on the official Home Ministry website of the Indian government: The significance of the colours and the chakra in the National Flag was amply described by Dr. S. Radhakrishnan in the Constituent Assembly which unanimously adopted the National Flag. Dr. S. Radhakrishnan explained -"Bhagwa or ...

Bankin Chandra Chaterjee composed the song Vande Mataram. Rabindranath Tagore sang by setting a glorious tune to it and it was left to the genius of Shri Aurobindo to interpret the deeper meaning of the song out of which India received the philosophy of new Nationalism. The English translation of Vande Mataram rendered by Shree Aurobindo , is considered as official and best as per Bhavan's book, Vande Mataram by Moni Bagchee (pg. 66). Vande maataram sujalaam suphalaam malayaja shiitalaam Sasyashyaamalaam maataram Shubhrajyotsnaa pulakitayaaminiim pullakusumita drumadala shobhiniim suhaasiniim sumadhura bhaashhiniim sukhadaam varadaam maataram Koti koti kantha kalakalaninaada karaale koti koti bhujairdhritakharakaravaale abalaa keno maa eto bale bahubaladhaariniim namaami taariniim ripudalavaariniim maataram Tumi vidyaa tumi dharma tumi hridi tumi marma tvam hi praanaah shariire Baahute tumi maa shakti hridaye tumi maa bhakti tomaara i pratimaa gadi mandire mandire Tvam hi durgaa...