Blue Shit! and its been a year!

April, May, June, July, August, September! All the while it was Mr.Hairy Potter! He came close.. trying to show me a different world. And I tried being as open I could... except for the office gossips. 

All started with a movie - Conjuring. and third movie... he caught my hands... this went on till we kissed! this went on till we cuddled... and now it had to stop! We never spoke much - but there was indeed a lot of action and relaxation. we never over did it. we somehow stopped at cuddles. Anything beyond this was a strict no-no, and we both were aware of it. 

He still has my Chillam with him... Chillam yaar- that hookah bowl inside which we put the flavors and then wrap with a foil and place a burning coal on top.

Funny how he initiated everything in the beginning and later went all mum. 

Funny how he always came home whenever i called him and stayed awake watching movies with me.

Funny how letting him go wasnt that difficult as i thought it would be.

Funny how we were tagged ‘best friends’ by people around us when we never shared anything dark and deep!

Funny how he taught me nothing... yet i miss him a little.

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Funny how its been a year Cookie left. Funny how I was crazy after AS for who I was nothing and ended up killing my Cookie. Be happy my darling Cookie wherever you are - no amount of sorries will do justice to this.

Funny how its been a year that I and AS were together today after my trip. A year ago... everything changed and it is still fresh in my mind - crystal clear. 

Yesterday , I planted money plant in that wine bottle. let there be love where it’s actually meant to be :)